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My mood dramatically improved.

So, you know: Good.

Though I have no idea why it improved.

So, you know: Mystifying.

It was wayyyy too cold to go out yesterday, so I didn’t.

The exercise bike isn’t really a substitute for tromping, and I can’t figure out why because I think, actually, it offers a better workout than tromping, particularly if I turn up the resistance so that I’m huffing and puffing my way up imaginary hills.

I suppose it’s the wholesome outside air thing that’s missing.

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I stumbled across the Vimeo episodes of High Maintenance, so in between crunching data for the latest Remunerative Project and writing boring analyses of same, I watched those.

Fascinating on a number of different levels.

As prototypes for the far more polished HBO series, of course, but also as ethnography, a series of animated, anthropological snapshots, very precise: the Millennial Tribe that occupied the Fordham Gneiss during the opening years of the 21st century (archaic).

One comes away with a sense of how… fragmented life is for these characters.

Judging from my extensive fieldwork into Millennial life—funneled, it’s true, through the POV of the two Millennials I happened to give birth to—I’d say it’s an accurate depiction.

Ichabod responds to that fragmentation by longing for a real community.

But RTT embraces the fragmentation. He has like a billion friends—the majority of whom I would describe as superficial acquaintances—and yet, there is a strong sense of rootlessness there. True, he’s very young, not yet 30. But I kinda sense he’s always gonna have that sense of rootlessness. I don’t sense any longing in him for deeper connection.

It kinda throws the whole Millennial obsession with celebrity—see the endless ONTD squawking on the LJ site—into more vivid relief.

Celebrities are the only continuity many of them have.

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I found the last High Maintenance web episode particularly fascinating: A group of young and not particularly attractive Millennials attend a house party at some rustic destination far from Brooklyn. (Long Island? Putnam County?) They’re all on the fringes of show biz and keep up a manic, jargony stream of chatter throughout. Everyone does psilocybin. Nobody—or, at least, so it seems to me—has a particularly good time.

The characters, unironically portrayed, are at the height of their hipness and relevance.

And that very lack of irony is an interesting creative choice because it’s quite clear that Ben Sinclair and Katja Blichfeld, High Maintenance’s creators, entirely buy in to that hipness and relevance. There will never be a time when what we are showing you is not the apex of relevant and hip, they are saying.

I suppose that’s what gives High Maintenance its odd, anthropological edge.

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Of course, nothing stays hip or relevant.

I can remember reading F. Scott Fitzgerald short stories when I was a teenager.

Did I have the slightest idea of how edgy they were considered in their day?

I don’t think so. I liked them because they were quaint and old-fashioned, and had been written a very, very long time ago.

Except they were actually written in the 1930s, which means they were written a mere 20 years before I was born.

Twenty years ago today seems an incomparably short interval of time to me. The blink of an eye!

But very little that was hip or relevant 20 years ago survives as hipness or relevance today.

Unfortunate for me, I suppose.

The gauge I use to measure hipness and relevance was manufactured some time back in the 1990s, and I've never felt compelled particularly to upgrade it.
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I did get dressed yesterday, but didn’t leave the house, and as the day went on, I felt paler and paler, and more and more loitering (as in, O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms) until finally, in the early afternoon, I took to my bed, and there spent a cozy afternoon, reading, dozing, talking to the cat, watching High Maintenance and feeling vaguely guilty. As in: You have a To-Do List to check items off from!

I have a kinda/sorta theory that one of the reasons people get so sick that they have to stay in bed is that they really want to stay in bed, but the pressures of contemporary life are such that they can’t really justify it.

I have a hard time justifying it, too.

But whatevs. It’s clearly what body and spirit wanted to do yesterday, however rebellious the mind.

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Ichabod misrepresented High Maintenance.

He told me it was mindless entertainment—that’s what I’ve been craving recently, mindless entertainment—whereas, in fact, it’s pretty high-level entertainment.

High Maintenance is thought-provoking.

Not in the portentous way of—gag—Ted Talks or the other “mindful,” sermonizing little rants-cum-podcasts that are so popular today, and which I have always thought were a kind of processed Buddhism, stripped of all sustaining nutrients, kinda the way white flour is stripped of all sustaining nutrients.

No, High Maintenance really makes you think, kind of the way that eavesdropping on strangers’ conversations makes you think.

Most filmed entertainment is loosely structured after novels.

But each High Maintenance episode is a short story.

Short stories are actually a much higher art form than novels. Whereas novels can sprawl, short stories have to be tight. Novels are narratives; short stories are moral dilemmas that get resolved—one way or another if they’re written well—in their last couple of paragraphs. In this regard, short stories are rather like jokes, and y’all know how much I love jokes: They always involve an epiphany.

Short stories are much, much harder to write than novels, and there is a much smaller market for them, so practically no one writes them anymore.

I am actually a very bad short story writer.

I can’t quite seem to choose the right details. The right details are always there in what I write but they’re crammed in with a hundred other details, so it isn’t until I’ve lost all sense of ownership of a short story, forgotten the actual writing process, that I can actually see it, say, This one, not those.

And by the time that happens, the impetus is gone, and I’m no longer interested in writing the story.

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Among the High Maintenance episodes I watched yesterday afternoon was one about a middle-aged couple that goes to visit their daughter in impossibly hip Greenpoint. At one point, they are scoring dope from The Guy—the itinerant marijuana bike salesman who provides continuity between the episodes—and the middle-aged man asks, You got any Thai stick?

Thai stick? What’s that? asks The Guy.

This kind of reminded me of a conversation I had with a young Vietnamese-American activist a couple of years ago during which I referenced the Grace Slick song White Rabbit.

She was young, maybe 24, 25?

White Rabbit? she asked. What’s that?

It’s a well-nigh impossible truth to wrap your head around that all those little pieces—Thai stick, White Rabbit—you balance your theory of the world upon, the little cultural Legos as it were, will turn to dust much, much sooner than you think.

Leaving what exactly?

Ah! That is the question.

Anyway, I haven’t run across too many pieces of….—Well. Let’s call it “art”—that tackle that particular bittersweet eternal truth.

But High Maintenance did. And it did it very well.

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