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mallorys_cameraSexual dreams about B’s brothers, one of whom is gay, one of whom is straight, neither of whom like me particularly.
Night before last it was Lew. We weren’t messing around overtly – even in the dream I kept in mind that my model socket was not what he liked to plug into. But I was stripped to the waist, very aware of my breasts (still pretty even at my advanced age) and he was being tender and solicitous…
Last night I dreamed about the Spy Who Stayed Out In the Cold. I could tell he was attracted, at least ambivalently attracted so I rolled over and kissed him. He was repelled and I thought, oh yeah, because I smoke… Then somehow I was looking at his erect penis – very long, very veiny, slightly bowed. There was some reason why we couldn’t fuck so I gave him a hand job. He smiled until he shuddered, groaned and came but neither of us could figure out if he was enjoying it.
I haven’t been sleeping well. Not since I’ve been here.
Night before last it was Lew. We weren’t messing around overtly – even in the dream I kept in mind that my model socket was not what he liked to plug into. But I was stripped to the waist, very aware of my breasts (still pretty even at my advanced age) and he was being tender and solicitous…
Last night I dreamed about the Spy Who Stayed Out In the Cold. I could tell he was attracted, at least ambivalently attracted so I rolled over and kissed him. He was repelled and I thought, oh yeah, because I smoke… Then somehow I was looking at his erect penis – very long, very veiny, slightly bowed. There was some reason why we couldn’t fuck so I gave him a hand job. He smiled until he shuddered, groaned and came but neither of us could figure out if he was enjoying it.
I haven’t been sleeping well. Not since I’ve been here.
